Something's back \(^v^)/!

It's back! It's finally back!
In my previous post I wrote about this certain sentiment which was missing for such a long time and now: It's back!
Any reasons for that? Sure there are.
In 10th grade I got my first E in a physics exam (was getting As and Bs in the former year). So this was a SHOCK!
And until today I nearly messed up every single physics exam or at least I couldn't achieve any more Bs. So this was SHOCK NO 2!
Besides, what really bothered me wasn't the grade itself but more the feeling when you're sitting there and you don’t have a clue what to write! This is an awful feeling and I prefer to know all the solutions and don't have enough time to write them down than sitting there not knowing what the solution even is.
Well, today it was different: I was able to solve almost all the problems and as usual I was in need for 10 more minutes to be able to write everything down. Now, I don't care if I will get a B or a C or whatever because I got something which is even better:
I've reprised my self-confidence regarding achieving things and right now I feel I could even reach for the stars up there! (Even wrote a poem about that!)
So, this special certain feeling is back! =)
Another proof? While doing the chemistry homework I didn’t just do what we’re asked for but even more and I was interested and this interest in knowing more than what's required was one of the features of the this feeling I had in 9th grade. So happy! =)
Looks like I had to let it out by writing about it so it returns! =D
Three years.. Will never let it go again, inshaa’ Allah!