Questions, questions, questions...

Abitur, grades, average, scholarship, university..
All this will come to an end in May 2007 isA.
A teacher was trying to convince me to study in Germany.. He said it would be a chance to develop my personality and become independent..
Well, I don't mind becoming independent BUT I definitely mind leaving my family here, especially my grandmother. I can't imagine myself going and studying somewhere on another continent for 4-5 years. I guess there are other ways to become independent.. After all, moving to another country also has its disadvantages.
And as the three Fs include family I could never imagine myself living in a place where I don't have them all around me. On the other hand, I would get a better education (3D animation) there because we know that Egypt is not the best country in this field.

Shall I stay here?
Shall I study in Germany and prove that I can take good care of my principles?
Shall I ask my grandmother to join me if I should go to Germany?
Shall I study here in and prove that the education (plus my own knowledge) can make it to a big thing?

Questions, questions, questions... And there's not a single answer yet..