Something's missing! (><)
I was watching some of my old Sailor Moon episodes which I had recorded 5 years ago while having lunch today. Then I remembered how all these Anime series had such a huge effect on me. From Sailor Moon, Dragon Balls and Monster Rancher to Jeanne, Detective Conan and Inuyasha.. I loved that world and there was this certain special sentiment/feeling.
This sentiment helped me to achieve all my goals in 9th grade regarding grades and my social life.
During the last two years I have totally lost this sentiment. And the last two years also proved that I won’t be able to get back to this phase in which I was capable of accomplishing everything I was seeking unless I get this feeling back.
Now, how do you get a certain sentiment back?
I know this whole thing might sound stupid and crazy but there’s always this motivation which encourages you and doesn’t let you lose hope. Once this motivation is lost one gets pretty indolent. And I just hate being like that!!! (><)
I miss this old motivation and I really hope that things will get back to normal (normal = successful phase) as soon as possible because my life cannot go on like that!
This sentiment helped me to achieve all my goals in 9th grade regarding grades and my social life.
During the last two years I have totally lost this sentiment. And the last two years also proved that I won’t be able to get back to this phase in which I was capable of accomplishing everything I was seeking unless I get this feeling back.
Now, how do you get a certain sentiment back?
I know this whole thing might sound stupid and crazy but there’s always this motivation which encourages you and doesn’t let you lose hope. Once this motivation is lost one gets pretty indolent. And I just hate being like that!!! (><)
I miss this old motivation and I really hope that things will get back to normal (normal = successful phase) as soon as possible because my life cannot go on like that!
2 comments:
hey,
will cut it short because I'm feeling guilty as I didn't study enough for our history exams yet: I can identify with you. Though there is no sign I'm getting anything back, it was a useful experience to know how being a loser or losing what you had felt. To be continued after history exam, which I recon I am gonna screw up. Thus, wish you luck.
Well, considering the History exam.. I guess the teacher won't like what I wrote at all because I got a lot of the current news about Israel etc.
I even mentioned Khaled Mashaal! ^o^
Honestly, I don't care what I will get in this exam but there was no way that I will be on Gurion's side and defend Israel. So, we'll see..
I think another way to get this feeling, this motivation is leaving school (graduating). We'll start a new chapter then and I think this new beginning will have a nice effect on us! ;)
So, best of luck!
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