Will repeat that the whole day long! (-.-)

OK, this post is dedicated to myself as I'm trying to convince myself of the following things:

• It is NOT of my business what my friends do or do not do
• It is NOT my job to give them any kind of advice
• It is NOT my business how my friends' personal life is going
• It is NOT my problem if one of them is falling and falling
• It is NOT me who should play the role of their voice of conscience

I spent the last years doing all that, the whole stupid idiotic caring, giving advices, helping, etc.
And guess what? I'm tired of it. I can't take it any more because when you make so much effort and in the end when you have not achieved anything then you are forced to give up and to live with that.
Of course, I'm excluding my real friends who have all (almost) finished school already. Can't wait to be done with it too.
So, let's hope I will be able to convince myself as quickly as possible of these things because it CANNOT go on like that any more...
Ok, this post is set in the label of "Alarm'' so that I always keep it in mind! And it is an ALARM!
An alaram for me to wake up and get a grip!

Here you can compare this post with my real defnition of frienship:
Recepting, accepting but also changing

Tip of the day

Do NOT watch ''Grey's Anatomy'' while you are eating!!!

Do NOT watch ''South Park'' while you are eating!!!

Do NOT watch ''CSI: NY'' while you are eating!!!

Bon Appetit! (before or after it) (-.-)

Greetings

Ok, as I am sitting here in my room and I can't do anything to help you out there (Believe me, that feels terrible!!!) I thought the least thing I could do is writing you a post wishing you:

GOOD, GOOD LUCK! AND DON'T WORRY, EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE INSHAA' ALLAH!!! =)

''Take it easy!''

Seven persons, who have nothing to do with each other, told me: ''Take it easy!'' in different situations.
What does that say about me? That I am making a big fuss over a lot of things...

I am convinced that my life would be much easier if I took everything easy and got a bit more ''easy-going''. But there is still a risk of becoming superficial and careless which is also negative thing.
So, I guess the best thing is to find some balance. To take big important things serious while taking the small unimportant things easy.

Wooow, I discovered two negative things about myself in 2 hours. Hallelujah!
And here we go with another goal! =)

Talking is Au (gold)? No, Ag (silver)?

There is an Egyptian proverb ''If talking was silver then remaining silent is gold!''.
Well, as I am not on speaking terms with some people I can just say: One cannot generalize it!!
Sometimes the gap grows in relationships/friendships by each word that is not said. And what is even worse? When you cannot do anything about it! Because it is simply pointless and it will not change anything!

On the other hand, I noticed that I will become a member of this ''Share Your Problems With The Whole World (without taking into consideration that YOU will be the problem very soon)'' organization if I did not start dealing with my conflicts all alone. Of course, other's advice is very useful and even necessary but not all the time. Making your own mistakes is still a must!

So, here I go with another thing to be ''corrected'' regarding my personality.
Inshaa' Allah I will succeed in that one too.. Wouldn't be the first shady side..

Why bring it to an end?

It's crazy when you have this wonderful relationship/friendship and suddenly you have to end it.
Either because you're getting tired because the other person doesn't seem to understand you at all or because you are afraid that any kind of development could lead to troubles and then the whole relationship will end anyway.
The point is: It's not a decision. It's more a feeling that can be based on your heart or on sensible reasons. And when this feeling gets so strong (because its releases are quite effective) you do not have another choice than just to let the relationship fade away.
The hardest part is to accept it.. The last friendship, which was destroyed by every word that was not said, it took me almost two years to face the fact that it cannot go on like that any more.
Right now? Either I am making a big fuss about everything or I am just trying to avoid it.

Don't worry, I'm not depressed or anything.. Just thinking a lot in order to talk a bit less. =)

HELP!

It's a posting problem.
Each time I post something and I want to start a new line I have to add the ''br'' and ''p'' html codes.
So, the normal composing doesn't work!!!
And I'm going mad because of that.
I was going to start posting my poems but if I have to add ''br'' all the time I will forget about the whole thing.

So, do you have any idea how I can solve this problem?

Changing template AGAIN! (-.-)

It's unbelievable. I will have to change my template for the *****th time.
This time the posting is causing some problems because I always have to work with the Html to get a paragraph and so on. I'm honestly fed up with it!
So, I'm changing it now inshaa' Allah..

Can't wait Spring 2007 where I can start a whole new thing where I don't have to choose but can create everything as I like it!!!

Heaven/Where True Love Goes - Yusuf Islam

This song definitely made my day! =)
Watch, listen and enjoy...

(First press play then pause and leave it until it has finished loading, so it doesn't buffer and you can really enjoy it.)

This man really deserves to be called an artist, a great artist!

Strange mood

You know when you feel happy, worried, mad, excited and confused at the same time?
Well, it's a weird combination but every single feeling has its reason:

I'm happy that my social life has reached its optimum el 7amdulellah.
I'm worried because there are signs for the death of a very beloved person.. Plus, it's the most important person in my life.
I'm mad because of that stupid chemistry exam which was really difficult.
I'm excited about graduating from school and starting university.
I'm confused because during the last days I'm not so sure of what I want any more.

Just a phase.. After the exams, I guess..
Anyway, let's hope everything will be fine inshaa' Allah!